you know.. just seeing where life takes me next
I would never thought this day would come to tell you this. I always thought highly of you and never doubted you for your decisions until this past week. It is quite unbelievable how people can change in a period of time, whether it may be a month, couple months or even years.
4 years ago, we graduated high school and we always knew we had each other’s backs and would always be a phone call away. But of course when time flies, we all know we change over time and we live our own lives. But we occasionally reconnect and catch up on all sorts of things. Of course, it has not been the same because we are both in different schools, have other commitments and we tend to focus on our own lives. Our actions reflect our image and our image tells who we are and what we are made of. But since the distance between us has now grew even further than what I imagined, I truly believe and choose to disassociate myself from you. (If you ever decide to stumble upon this post and read it, you know who you are.) You may think I am incredibly crazy, but I’ll be 110% on this.
(Here begins with my rant) I have never pictured you as a outgoing girl who chooses to get white girl wasted on a Friday night and then contradict about girls who get super drunk and becomes unnecessarily loud. You’re very well are one of those girls. Yes, you may be living your life and I have no control of it, but please be aware of what you’re saying sometimes. You have treated me and our other friends with nothing but disrespect. When you ask or demand us to do things for you, we do them for you because we cared. If we asked something just as equally simple as what you would ask for, not a single word will come out of your ugly mouth. All you care about this world is you, your boyfriend and no one else. Why do you think every time you ask me “how so and so doing” or “ohhh, where is so and so tonight? What aren’t they here?” and I response with no answer? It’s because every other person is not fond of you. I did not expect you to become so fake and oblivious of your actions to your friends. You know it really does hurt when I still put in effort to message you or drop by your store to say hello and I get absolutely nothing in return. You are definitely one of those people who come and go in life and I did not think you could be possibly one of those people. I have always trusted you and wished you would be there for me like old times. But that was the past and now it’s the present. I realized after last night that we have grown up to be different people than we expected. I don’t want to end this on a bitter note, but please stay out of my life. You’ve proven to me and others that we are absolutely nothing to you. Treat your current friends with some love and respect. People come into your life for a reason and they’ve done their purpose of being a part of your life.
Good luck with your life.
